You are not where you want to be, but thank God you are not where you used to be!  I heard this phrase many years ago and can identify with it every time I hear it.  A lot of us are well into our life's journey and we still have many obstacles to overcome and some of us feel that if we get another hurdle coming our way, we may just fall over and not try again.  You must realize that you have come a lot further than what you thought you had and that you have changed so much from the person you once were.  It takes a lifetime of work to realize that you are no longer that previous person that wallowed in pity, sorrow or feelings of unworthiness.  You are where you are meant to be and if your journey needs to take you in a different direction, have confidence that it will lead you to a better place.  Welcome the continued journey and enjoy the scenery along the way.